Seeing cruelty ugliness, disrespect, to see people not have manners and the lack of structure in the world.  I traveled a lot and I've seen much in the world.  Social media has created a lot of visual ugliness that denies the humanity in people.  I always go back to the certainty that "God will take care of it, no matter what."  I can always, within an instant, bring up the guidance I need within the moment how to get thru the moment.  I know I will be given what I need either through a book, or a person or somehow.  I LISTEN and I work at that and I do it with INTENT.  I plan it, I expect it.