I fundamentally believe we have been fostered for a long time, since the beginning of the 1900's, where the Midwayer Commission saw the imminent conclusion of the Lucifer Adjudication and called for science, cosmology and quantum leaps in preparation.

We have a part to play in that as we choose to and as we are able. One of the main hindrances in reconnecting is our fear. This is partly evolutionary but was compounded by the Lucifer Rebellion.

During my confirmation at age 12, something happened. I was sitting there and everything went twinkling goldy, then it disappeared. I don't know how long it was but it seemed a long time being there and something awakened in me. I had to find out what it was. I began looking for a spiritual teacher.

I found a Sufi Group in North Vancouver.  They were looking for a translator for his letters, and  I was told that Murat Yagan was transcribing. He became my teacher. Eventually, I had an enlightenment experience. I only had 4 yrs with Murat. He died 10 yrs ago. He was just starting a Spiritual gossiping group which met every Monday. I learned that the term “sohbet” is a spiritual discussion with a point. The precision of thought and expression is encouraged. I eventually found the Urantia Book and I was open to it due to Murat talking about Melchizdeck.  He comes from the Caucas Mountains, from the Black Sea, and carries a tradition from the time before the flood of Noah.

I went to my first UB conference in 1996. I met Nancy, who invited me to Pocatello. I learned how to TR. It was wonderful. My spiritual experience was real prior to that point and it became tangible. I didn't have a group. I would TR and most were assurances and spiritual. I got a transmission from Adam who said some transformations have to happen. When asked if it should be fast or slow, I backed off because I didn't know the answer.